A very warm greeting to all of my invisible readers.
I have a very ordinary announcement to make. As you may have guessed from the title, this is going to be my last post ever in this blog and I will never be writing here again.
So, here’s a farewell to every single one of you here and I hope you liked my mind put into words.
P.S. I will be writing elsewhere
Loves to everyone,
PV
I am working on my computing project due either this Friday or Monday and I have like 184823754o pages to go and I’m kinda freaking out so much..
As usual, I’m supposed to be studying but instead I’m blogging. I’m in the middle of my prelim exams which is supposed to prepare me for the actual shit which is in 2 weeks. Time has been going insanely fast and there’s nothing I can do about it. Last week was valentine’s! And I can say that I have the best girlfriend in the world. She’s beyond words. Really un-explainable. So amazing. I could go on but that’s gonna take 4 days so I’ll stop.
School is going to end.. in just one month. And I can actually see everyone growing closer together which will make our goodbyes be even more difficult during graduation. SO not prepared for university life. No applications or whatsoever has been done.
I can’t seem to stop thinking about the fact that school’s finishing. The hole I was contained in for the past 12 years is going to be opened. This is too much to handle now. So many thoughts rushing through my head at the moment so I just had to tell it out. I’m sure about nothing in this world except my girlfriend, never ever have I felt so sure about something like this before.
Take care
Hi peoples of the world. I AM SO PUMPED RIGHT NOW. Currently in my room, playing with a nerf gun. Yes, my nerf gun. I am a nearly 18 year old boy shooting at my pillow. So I decided to give myself a treat by buying a nerf gun and I don’t think I have regretted any minute of my life since I bought that. I constantly threaten the people in my house that I’ll fire but of course I don’t. This is so much fun.
And. I applied for a voluntary job to work for the stage crew of an upcoming play about Jakarta youths and I have to go out of town for my interview. Contemplating so much for this because my friggin exams are just around the corner and I don’t think I would be having time, in spite of the fact that I don’t study. I actually wanted to give away all of my material possessions and meditate to become a monk, but dropped that idea for human needs.
School is ending so soon and the clock is ticking so quickly… So much to think of..
It’s Friday tomorrow so I’m saying this in advance, enjoy your weekend 🙂
Hi readers 🙂 here I am again writing for nobody to read. But I like it. Its 2 weeks into 2014 and I can already imagine it to be my year. I have made a vow to myself to actually study properly for my exams and do good this time. For sure. And one more thing, I’m so in love. With this girl who makes me go nuts whenever I see her smile. Lucky for me she’s in my school… and sits beside me. I’m constantly thinking about her and I don’t think I have ever been happier. Probably the opposite of being in the nadir of my life currently. New Years was just incredible with all my favorite people in one room and of course, this girl.
School resumed last week and I just lost a badminton game with probably the stiffest guy in school. Embarrassment. Studies have been very boring as usual and still no change in my loathe in math.
I read the book ‘Paper Towns’ by John Green was highly disappointed by it. The book lacked so much in terms of everything. It had a good start to it but got draggy as early as chapter 4 or 5. I couldn’t stop reading it because of my rule of never stopping a book halfway. I also read The Hitchikers Guide to The Galaxy and found it so boring. I really don’t understand the book and its comedy. My bad remarks towards this book could be because of how much disinterest I have for sci-fi stuff like I said in my last post.
One thing for sure is that I hope my life stays like this for a very long time. This girl.
Catching fire is probably the worst movie of all time. I tried giving sci-fi fiction movies another shot just to get turned down for the umpteenth time. But watching that movie was undoubtedly the best day of my life. Doesn’t cancel the fact that the movie was utter crap.But, so beautiful.
I have come to a conclusion that I only write my posts during my study time, like now, and I always say that a change will be made, like now, BUT IT NEVER HAPPENS. I’m in the middle of reading my literature books for tomorrow’s exam and there’s a small sense of worry in me for going through with this.
Other than my exams going on, my life has been pretty much going back to place with someone who I’ve always admired back in my life and filling the (emptiness)?
I just feel like taking all the time I have in my life and devoting it to things which matter. Because to me, school doesn’t. The reason I’m going is just because I have to and that’s it.
Don’t even know why I’m writing anything. Not even important.
adieu
Hello everybody. I am currently having my mid term tests going on so I’ve been pretty busy, studying. Anyways, I don’t often post on my blog like I used to. But sometimes I just have the urge to take things out and I prefer writing about it.
Everybody goes through dilemmas at times. And it isn’t the end of the world when these dilemmas strike us. You may think your life is over and there’s nothing that can be done to overcome this problem. If you have that mindset, you’ve never been more mistaken. Being a teenager is undoubtedly difficult. But it really shouldn’t! I think that the age I am now is the most important years of my life and that I should treasure each and every moment of it. So when you think that you’re really stuck in a problem that has no remedy to it. Think again. There always is a solution to everything and being the age I am now, there honestly should not be any life shattering problems that a myriad of us think that is unsolvable.
I am writing this because of how I feel about things that are happening right now. Decisions to make, leaps to take.
Good day everyone !
Hello everyone, how have you all been? So sorry to not have been fulfilling my promise and updating enough. As if anyone reads this anyways.. As I said in my previous post, I would be writing about how to face your fears. Here goes.
1. Have a friend do it with you – When you are already set on doing what you really don’t want to do, try getting a friend to come along for support or do it with you. This motivates you to take the shot and finally do what you’re scared of.
2. Relax yourself – Take long deep breaths, stop overthinking about it, have a cool mind, and slow down your pounding heart. You know you’re going to do it anyways, so why stress it out?
3. Have faith and be positive- Believing in yourself that you can do it plays a big role in tackling your fears. If you just have faith that everything will be alright and nothing will go wrong then you’re good to go. Having a positive attitude towards the outcome of it also helps.
These are just mere pointers to help you achieve what you are scared of doing. I hope it helps. Take care everybody. Peace out
Hello readers how are you all? I’m sure as good as myself. So this weekend was an amazing weekend, spent with my closest friends in Puncak which is a hillstation located about 2 hours away from Jakarta. We went in the occasion of spending one of my friend’s birthday. It was pretty simple actually just a few guys chilling in the bungalow with things to do. But the fact that it was with the people I love made it so much better.
My few weekends have all been extremely nice. Went for 2 movies, Warm Bodies, that was about a vampire who becomes human which I found very stupid but good for time pass and Silver Lining’s Playbook which was about this bipolar man. That movie I thought was pretty good, reaching to its expectations for all the good critics online. Really enjoyed those two movies.
School too has been pretty good. Not much to say as its school, its the basic studies and then going home afterwards.
I’ve been very very happy this past month and I really plan on staying like this for a while.
Everyone else should be too! Have a great week people..
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